It's 3 am right now and I'm sitting beside my window, with curtains open and lights off, and writing this. There is something very comforting and satisfying about looking outside the window at 3 am but I want to go out and roam around the empty streets, and if I want I can sneak out right now. But the thing is if I do it alone I won't feel the same rush as I would feel while doing it with someone else, and I know this because I have done it before. I don't even know if anybody else feels the same way but I need a companion who will do all these things with me. Someone who will not hesitate to call me at 3 am and ask me to meet them, someone who will roam around with me at 2 am.
It's funny how we fall in love with an idea. Just a thought that struck us in the most amazing and scariest way. These days my mind always seems to get lost in these kind of thoughts, no matter if its afternoon or midnight, my mind always finds time to think about them. I just want to be outdoor and on the road all the time, I want to walk miles with someone I just met, I want to hichhike across the country with someone who is completely opposite of who I am. I don't want to know what's going to happen next. I just cannot seem to put enough emphases on how much I want all of these things.
something I made when I got too frustrated about not travelling
I have been feeling a little lost these day and I even know the reason. I don't want to start complaining
about studies and tuition..I think I've done that enough. The thing is I can't sit here and write about these things online and not do anything about it. I know what I want to do and I have got a plan as to how to do it.. but knowing myself, it won't really go as planned. But you still got to start somewhere..
PS- There are way too many things I didn't write here related to what I want to do because I didn't know how to put those thoughts into sentences and make sense of those. So if anyone wants to know or if simply you could relate, contact me. Thank You.